Worse than useless

I try.

I try to make an honest attempt at things that I think I'm capable of doing. I try to avoid doing things that I know I won't be able to handle.

Sometimes, though, I find myself making incredibly stupid mistakes. Sometimes, the stupid mistakes I make involve other people, and wonder if I would have been better off not trying to do anything at all. I would be valueless, I would contribute nothing to the rest of the world, but at the same time, I wonder if that would be better than actively breaking things, like I occasionally do now.

It's a good thing my GPA is high enough to survive the mess I made of my networks class today. I feel bad for the rest of my group, though.